shydeer gets it together

currentlies log 42 - 07/15/26

2026-07-15T20:02:30Z

CURRENTLY

reading: the maiden and her monster (2026) by maddie martinez
writing: travel plans for august (still)
watching: old vinesauce vids (still)
playing: animal crossing and morrowind (still)
listening: final fantasy crystal chronicles OST
eating: pasta
drinking: water
wanting: these cramps to pass
feeling: a bit groggy

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currentlies log 41 - 07/08/26

2026-07-08T20:02:44Z

CURRENTLY

reading: the maiden and her monster (2026) by maddie martinez
writing: travel plans for august
watching: old vinesauce vids
playing: animal crossing and morrowind
listening: nothing currently
eating: leftover veggie rice
drinking: water
wanting: motivation to attack my projects
feeling: alright

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currentlies log 40 - 06/24/26

2026-06-24T20:02:16Z

CURRENTLY

reading: six books at once.......help
writing: nothing currently
watching: comedy skits
playing: DELTARUNE BABEY
listening: nothing currently
eating: leftover palak paneer
drinking: water
wanting: to pause time so i can play deltarune AND read AND cross stitch
feeling: stoked

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currentlies log 39 - 06/17/2026

2026-06-17T20:03:11Z

CURRENTLY

reading: the adventures of amina al-sirafi (2023) by shannon chakraborty
writing: nothing currently
watching: drew gooden on youtube
playing: kingdom hearts: dream drop distance
listening: deltarune OST
eating: cheezits
drinking: water
wanting: to work on all my projects at once
feeling: happy (it's my birthday!)

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currentlies log 38 - 06/03/26

2026-06-03T20:01:53Z

CURRENTLY

reading: the adventures of amina al-sirafi (2023) by shannon chakraborty
writing: plans for future sewing projects
watching: drew gooden on youtube
playing: my time at sandrock
listening: wolf like me - lera lynn (ft. shovels and rope)
eating: a quesadilla
drinking: water
wanting: more craft supplies
feeling: pretty good

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currentlies log 37 - 05/27/26

2026-05-27T20:04:08Z

i was traveling last week, but i'm not sure why i didn't update the week before that. oops!

CURRENTLY

reading: the adventures of amina al-sirafi (2023) by shannon chakraborty
writing: nothing right now
watching: phelous on youtube
playing: my time at sandrock
listening: deltarune OST
eating: a brownie
drinking: water
wanting: better craft supply storage
feeling: alright

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currentlies log 36 - 05/06/26

2026-05-06T20:03:54Z

CURRENTLY

reading: empire of sand (2018) by tasha suri
writing: nothing right now
watching: phelous on youtube
playing: my time at sandrock
listening: nothing right now
eating: a late lunch
drinking: water
wanting: a bit of company
feeling: overall okay

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currentlies log 35 - 04/29/26

2026-04-29T14:03:12Z

CURRENTLY

reading: empire of sand (2018) by tasha suri
writing: nothing right now
watching: jerma's tomodachi life vod
playing: tomodachi life
listening: nothing right now
eating: cereal
drinking: water
wanting: to feel less fatigued
feeling: under the weather

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currentlies log 34 - 04/08/26

2026-04-08T20:01:56Z

CURRENTLY

reading: wolf worm (2026) by t. kingfisher; ruinous creatures (2026) by jessi cole jackson
writing: nothing right now
watching: cartoons
playing: fallout new vegas (for the trillionth time)
listening: video game ambience
eating: chocolate
drinking: coffee
wanting: for things outside my control to fall into place (still)
feeling: a bit frustrated

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currentlies log 33 - 04/01/2026

2026-04-01T19:33:02Z

whoops, don't know how i keep losing track of currentlies day each week! also interesting to note, this journal is going to see its first anniversary soon. not sure how to feel about it, since the goals i started out with haven't made much progress o_o;

CURRENTLY

reading: a lady for all seasons (2026) by t.j. alexander; ruinous creatures (2026) by jessi cole jackson
writing: nothing right now
watching: jenny nicholson on yt
playing: pokemon emerald (again) and fallout new vegas (for the trillionth time)
listening: deltarune OST
eating: doritos
drinking: tea
wanting: for things outside my control to fall into place
feeling: a bit fragile

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currentlies log 32 - 03/18/2026

2026-03-18T19:02:41Z

CURRENTLY

reading: her soul for a crown (2025) by alysha rameera, still
writing: blog posts about books
watching: the youtube playlists i have on repeat when nothing else sounds good
playing: nothing currently; probably will get back to pirate yakuza in a bit
listening: saint levant
eating: cheezits
drinking: tea
wanting: more time to read. and for spring to arrive properly
feeling: wistful

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currentlies log 31 - 03/11/26

2026-03-11T19:02:42Z

CURRENTLY

reading: her soul for a crown (2025) by alysha rameera, still
writing: checklists
watching: old vinesauce videos
playing: pokemon leafgreen
listening: music library on shuffle
eating: frozen custard
drinking: water
wanting: to get an upcoming trip over with
feeling: resigned

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currentlies log 30 - 03/04/26

2026-03-04T19:02:33Z

CURRENTLY

reading: her soul for a crown (2025) by alysha rameera
writing: nothing in particular
watching: many cartoons, still
playing: pirate yakuza in hawaii
listening: the aforementioned game's OST
eating: a banana
drinking: black tea
wanting: to finish my current cross stitch
feeling: a bit antsy

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currentlies log 29 - 02/25/26

2026-02-25T19:05:56Z

CURRENTLY

reading: the mummy 1999 novelization (it's not great)
writing: nothing in particular
watching: many cartoons
playing: fields of mistria, still
listening: nothing in particular
eating: chocolate chip cookie
drinking: jasmine tea
wanting: my chores to be magically done
feeling: content

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currentlies log 28 - 02/11/26

2026-02-11T19:02:31Z

CURRENTLY

reading: fanfiction, still (i might be experiencing book fatigue)
writing: OC lore
watching: jerma clips
playing: fields of mistria, still
listening: saint levant, still
eating: leftover curry
drinking: water
wanting: more black embroidery thread
feeling: bored

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currentlies log 27 - 02/04/26

2026-02-04T20:09:03Z

wow, it's been a minute! i hope to get back into the habit of light journaling here, i've missed it. i have some big things i'll be able to report on soon regarding the untangling project -- progress is happening, but it won't come to fruition until march. rest assured i have not given up on my goal of ditching my smartphone and untangling myself from screen dependency!

CURRENTLY

reading: *counts* 17 tabs of fanfiction
writing: nothing currently (thank goodness)
watching: king of the hill
playing: fields of mistria
listening: saint levant
eating: nothing currently, but i'm looking forward to leftover chowder for dinner
drinking: peppermint tea
wanting: to feel more stimulated
feeling: understimulated

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currentlies log 26 - 12/03/25

2025-12-03T20:59:34Z

CURRENTLY

reading: webtoons, unfortunately
writing: final paper outlines
watching: the latest jerma video
playing: pokemon mystery dungeon
listening: nothing currently
eating: a really crisp apple
drinking: water
wanting: to rein in my focus on schoolwork
feeling: a bit anxious

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currentlies log 25 - 11/26/25

2025-11-26T19:03:19Z

CURRENTLY

reading: that same werewolf romance that i'm about halfway through and still kinda iffy on
writing: final paper outlines
watching: retsupurae's series on afterfall: insanity
playing: pokemon x
listening: burn - the cure
eating: leftovers
drinking: coffee
wanting: the undertale cross stitch book to ship faster
feeling: content with a hint of procrastinator's guilt

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currentlies log 24 - 11/19/25

2025-11-19T21:21:24Z

oops, missed last week somehow!

CURRENTLY

reading: a werewolf romance that i'll namedrop if it turns out good
writing: nothing right now (i SHOULD be writing my essays)
watching: old jerma streams
playing: pokemon legends z-a
listening: f-zero gx OST
eating: nothing right now
drinking: water
wanting: the undertale cross stitch pattern book to ship
feeling: restless

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currentlies log 23 - 11/05/25

2025-11-05T18:14:01Z

CURRENTLY

reading: what feasts at night by t. kingfisher (finished a house with good bones! i need to buy more kingfisher books, i'm almost out...)
writing: first drafts for final papers
watching: old retsupurae vids (still)
playing: pokemon pearl
listening: silent hill 3 ost
eating: granola bar
drinking: water
wanting: more time to get commissions done so i can have a little spending money
feeling: antsy

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currentlies log 22 - 10/29/25

2025-10-29T19:04:40Z

CURRENTLY

reading: a house with good bones by t. kingfisher (finished the raven & the reindeer a couple days ago!)
writing: book recommendations for a friend
watching: old retsupurae vids
playing: point and click adventure games in my steam library (still haven't gotten through them all!)
listening: slowed + reverb song edits
eating: a crunchy apple
drinking: water
wanting: my adhd symptoms to fuck off so i can get something done
feeling: overwhelmed

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currentlies log 21 - 10/22/25

2025-10-22T14:32:23Z

i missed last week and i honestly have no idea how that happened!

CURRENTLY

reading: guess what! more t. kingfisher (the raven and the reindeer and a house with good bones)
writing: assignments
watching: tasting history with max miller (his new dracula themed episode!)
playing: point and click adventure games in my steam library (still! i have a lot of them)
listening: wolf like me - lera lynn (feat. shovels & rope)
eating: nothing currently
drinking: earl grey
wanting: the tylenol to kick in
feeling: crampy

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currentlies log 20 - 10/08/25

2025-10-08T19:03:06Z

CURRENTLY

reading: paladin's grace by t. kingfisher (finished hemlock and silver last week! i am BLASTING through kingfisher's body of work)
writing: brainstorming material for a paper
watching: all of jenny nicholson's videos for the 60000th time
playing: point and click adventure games in my steam library
listening: several balance and composure albums
eating: mac and cheese with veggies
drinking: lemon water
wanting: more energy
feeling: still overwhelmed

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currentlies log 19 - 10/01/25

2025-10-01T15:16:50Z

CURRENTLY

reading: hemlock & silver by t. kingfisher (finished nettle & bone last night! great stuff as usual)
writing: nothing currently
watching: drew gooden talk about television comedy
playing: point and click adventure games in my steam library ; undertale (first replay in several years)
listening: a rain ambiance track to help me focus
eating: rice and beans
drinking: lemon water
wanting: chores to stop piling up
feeling: overwhelmed

happy october! 🎃

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currentlies log 18 - 09/24/25

2025-09-24T19:14:54Z

CURRENTLY

reading: nettle & bone by t. kingfisher ; hemlock & silver by t. kingfisher (i'm obsessed with t. kingfisher, ok)
writing: discussion posts on class forums
watching: the leaves just barely turning color
playing: point and click adventure games in my steam library ; undertale (first replay in several years)
listening: a rain ambiance track to help me focus
eating: trail mix
drinking: mocha latte (actually i finished it an hour ago but i appreciate that i was able to have one today)
wanting: to read my books
feeling: a bit groggy

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